i have reached the end of a travel. i am now lost in a shadow of confusion. as i stop the road bifurcates. which way? i constantly ask myself. trying to draw into conclusion. i am currently in limbo. an arm’s reach to reality and a few steps to freedom. am i to live my life as a patriot or am i to live as a free-spirit? i tell myself that this is it! a decision must be made. one way leads to my reign as the island prince, the other to my pride as a hero and savior. i am now in a state of crucial thinking - every step must be well thought of. i try to crawl time inch by inch knowing that this will, if not just temporarily, extend time. as i whirl in constant thinking, i am aware that once judgement is passed, i must stand assertive and never regret. as i choose which way to turn, i seek serenity and soltitude. now, as time passes, the world is living for me.
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I've been already blogging for a long time but i wanted to start anew. I feel like, as time passed, i've started to change. Looking back, everything seemed pretty petty compared to how harsh NOW is. It sucks to think that i thought i knew much already. I never thought that what i knew was minute compared to what i am currently enduring - the harsh realities of life. It was said that life is not supposed to be this hard. I guess it is just a saying.
I will figure this out eventually. Catch G. Will figure it out.
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