linger

i thought i have lost it

i thought i was incapable

i thought it was gone

and so i thought

i thought i was okay

i thought i was better

i thought i could manage

and so i thought

i thought i was enough

i thought i was content

i thought i was it

and so i thought

i thought i was happy

i thought i was satisfied

i thought i could live without it

and so i thought

i was wrong, who was i kidding

this is better, definitely better

at least once again i know

i am still human