bad vibes

steady, i tell myself

just ride the waves

i close my eyes, i breathe deep

i look inside

i see nothing

this cannot be

an empty space, an empty heart

i start to weep

steady i am not

everything is at rage

i scream, i burn

i am damned

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Negativity is everywhere. I try to be as positive as I could but I am starting to really lose it. I am at rock bottom right now and I am doing my very best to stay positive. I am focusing all my energy at things that make me happy. I am doing things that I know I am good at. Despite all my vain effort, it seems that some people want to take everything away - my passions in life. These are all I have left. Take these away and I become nothing.